millions of eyes are staring at me...it freaks me out...at this stage life seems pretty unsure...god knows what it has in store for me...dreams seem to get outnumbered by nightmares...nothing seems to elate me anymore...nothing seems a bigger fear than not being able to share a smile with others...the season will come...it will...but will i be able to catch the glimpse of the rainbow?that seems pretty unsure too...